Disgrace

During these nights the moon has been shining bright
Within the dark sky my mood took so many colors

On the borders of insanity i have fainted.
Within my smoke i have disappeared

Invisible,
Broken by the vice of shameful sin

New stains of submissive needs
Disposable fragments

Deluded by my own fantasies
I keep stepping on my integrity

I stare at my saint and envy his purity
I pray God and hope he ll forgive me

If he will not
I have no choice anyway

It does not make me less of a believer
For truth keeps shining from down the depths of the black sea
For it prevails off time and space
I have no regret but i wish i could have shown more strength

I carry two hearts but only one will remain
Either to Heaven or to Hell it will carry me

During these nights the moon has been shining bright within the dark sky whereas my mood took so many colors.

P.S.: If only i had saved my last entries on my wordpress. I guess i have lost around 10 notes or more since my facebook was disabled by a report.

Self.

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Author: Venusian Cenobite

Do not read me if you get easily offended. Any antisocial material published under this blog is fictional and should not be taken seriously.

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